I’m getting myself back on track to have devotion daily especially to pray and worship and I’m having the joy of listening from God. I’m always doubt that the voice in my head whether is it from God or from myself or even from the evil one.
There is one day, Fei ling invite me to her house for dinner to celebrate Siew Lin’s belated birthday. I was thinking what to buy for her as a birthday present, and the word “pillow” just pop up in my head. I find it totally strange to buy sleeping pillow due to everyone will just buy their own sleeping pillow, and furthermore I had other idea to what to buy for Siew Lin. Anyway I still buy a sleeping pillow together with a pillow case.
When I present the pillow to Siew Lin, she was saying “I am actually prayed for a pillow as my birthday present”. This really encourage me a lot!
2nd incident is that I felt Holy Spirit ask me to go Church Prayer meeting, well this is the 2nd time Holy Spirit prompted me to go and I forget also refused to go. This time I went, and there were many unpleasant things happened and cause me to think is it worth going for. I not going regularly and quite reluctant to go actually, until last week when I pray for a person’s need. I finally felt that is the reason I am there in prayer meeting. It makes me felt that I really should continue to go prayer meeting for the same reason.
Also few days ago, one of my tenant actually has a intention to go to church. I pass his number to Hope Serdang church brother, hopefully that this will bare fruit. Because of this incident, I start to find my job has a meaning. Its not only just earning money but it open the opportunities for me to have chances to be a messenger to introduce church to people.
Finally I realize that God do speak to me often, due to my small little faith always reject His voice and live in self denial. All Glory to God, may He find pleasure in me and help me to recognize His voice like sheep will recognize the voice of His master.
u know, yesterday cg dinner obviously some of them not happy. Either they are stress coz of exam or something else, personal things tat happen or personal struggle.. I do hope everyone will come to sunday services regardless any challenges. But my heart feel for them when they are down, my eyes could pop up knowing some of them left so little money for this month. Or i could understand why they are bad mood recently.. I pray n pray hope this cg will receive blessings n taste the great love from God when all of us follow God n put Him first.
When i bring back a heavy heart from the dinner, someone that long time nv chat with jus suddenly say hi to me in msn. I actually forget his name, he jus get excited that im going to join cyberjaya singing competition hahaha. Then i jus realize somethin on his msn status.. “God is blessing me bla bla bla..” i forget the whole sentence, then i get to know that he attend church in Sri Rampai or CHeras. Now he having difficulties in time table so seldom go to church d. Well I am actually happy! why coz..
few years back. My car get bang badly once at the road side of LKW campus. I was suppose to really really angry with the driver who bang my car.. BUt when i get down to see his car, O no his car was even worst.. His front car is out of shape n i guess his car engine is gone.. n my car is nothing (thanks for the first edition of proton, solid metal). I was feel so sorry for taht car driver (since when i am so good one -.-“”) .. so i get to know the person . i fetch the gals inside his car to LRT station.
after that, i realize he is staying in setapak too.. (im staying there as well, but travel to cyberjaya campus) .. so i start to followup on him, sharing Christ for few times d.. So, the time i followup on him he did show interest.. but he din accepted Christ that time.. after some period of time, we lost contact since he change campus. He now studying in setapak, after few years later.
Im glad that he accepted Christ! the guy is the one chatting with me yesterday night, he encourage me that God will bless me (jus a simple sentence). I mean i am so encourage by his spirit and so encourage by God that fruits come later even though at the first time followup it is hard.
im glad to be someone to play apart in sowing seed in the begining, n others harvest it then God grow it 🙂 its just another encouragement for me last night