everyday with Joleen

lol.. aih…..

How can I say, this month n last month practising praising God in tough time really well -.- But now i really sien n feel like punching ppl.. come come let me punch u HAHA. I feel like mayb it can be good jus go out to beg .. even beggar earn more than me now -.-

many ppl might call me stupid why on earth i come to work in this company in the first place? lol.. the place is deserted for very 1st reason, n without stable income.. this is already tough for me.. I have learn how to Praise Him in this already so yea.. haha

when I change to contract stuff , salary begin more stable but yet need to face another problem is everymonth we always get delay in our payment.. after sometimes of adjustment.. I have go through it..

BUT BUT BUT… now i hv waited 1 month and only get RM300… i have waited few weeks.. initially i was frust, but i still wan to wait .. so I felt better.. But now when job comes in… without salary i really quite bengang..

this company is good to make me lazy, lol.. now going out to find job it seems like not really good choice coz 1st u donno whether the new company will manipulate u to work extra n pay lesser, or u might get fired after sometimes coz of the economic situation. So I still hope to get my salary..

This company will be better as coz we have new client n work. BUT need to wait another few months it only becomes better…

I WAN TO CRY LIAO LA>. no im already crying inside my heart LOL…

how to survive ler….feel so stupid.

N how bad is this economic ler? well just see my family enough liao, my dad’s pub business effected.. according to him few months already keep rugi thousands n thousands until he forced to wan to sell it.. BUT no one wan to buy, so he rented a small food stall wan to start bak kut teh business.. lol..well. income will not be as high as the business he did b4 i guess..

how is my mom effected? she use to has easy going job in bangsar shopping center, but due to this economic situation.. her boss forced to close down the shop in bangsar, n move the shop to hartamas (hartamas memang got shop one). her salary been cut down 1k… from a permanant stuff change to a daily paid staff …so she forced to make some extra income by selling part time furniture.. well the money is not enough to covered the decreament of her salary.. by now her salary is just bit higher than my salary.. how o…

so my words for u.. please appreciate ur job .. coz it is even more precious now if u still have a stable job during this bad economic situation

my dad told me,, if i really lost my job, go to help him in his bak kut teh stall -.-”"”" sweat hahaha