Archive for July, 2008

waterlily

donno which week we went to waterlily in puchong with my lovely colleagues; see mei, siew boon n her bf, me n my bf to celebrate bday of see mei.

too bad john say he not use to the food there. For me is nice o.. haha

the restaurant

the interior .. i heard is follow bali style de

see mei(bday gal ) & me

siew boon bf (moon cake boss hehehehe)

siew boon… the joker.. haha

my soup.

my lamb chop (only rm14.90!~~) ,. the ABC drink obviously is NOT MINE muahahhahaha but it looks nice man

John camera shy… he jus walk around n around.. until my colleague says that he so shy haha

;) just memory. well

happy belated birthday see mei!

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I stay on because i remember..

Yesterday in my heart was getting through some thinking.

I felt like now I’m at the beginning of my early year Christian life. Can’t do anything but just look for help that really above me. I also going through some situation that similar early year of Christian life. That time, I choose to keep quiet & persevere. Though people don’t like me.. I choose to be quiet after sometimes of chaos haha.. Eventually the problem solve with God’s help & timing.

I stay on because i remember..

thanks for my cg people who been so good and encourage to me. I know accidentally u guys saw my lowest point in my life, which tears are on my face, You still support n respect me as your leader.. I remember when I went to police station for a shocking n tiring day, you guys cheer me up & accompany me. Even though i had not shown much emotion on my face. But indeed… I was deeply touch in my heart.

I remember once I was really busy and tried to find time to discuss Jnight with you guys on sunday. You guys drove 2 cars down to bring me to dinner n back to cyber.

I stay on because i remember..

i have wonderful colleagues, I indeed really thank God for bunch of gals who are so dear to me in company. This is indeed extra blessing to me that not every company can had. I was once really lonely in my previous company ; facing lots of criticism, pressure, last minute works, low payment, tiredness. Until the point i hardly could bare. But when i come here, after few months, i was healed from past hurts. Even though here sometimes face pressure and unseen issues… I am really thankful for the genuine friendship that i had just like what i could enjoy during college time.

Daniel once ask me, ” do you expect you social life in campus will b the same in company?”

ow, i do not expect. But I am thankfully except the blessing rite now. :D

we 4 people, laugh the loudest voice during lunch time.. haha.

I stay on because i remember..

of my last year birthday month, I ate 9 cakes. Not all cakes are for my birthday. But i am happy hahahaha.. this is really a blessing :D also all the presents, especially cake that given by charlotte & siew lin. i remember the most … :) . Thanks for remember my b’day

n etc etc…

Though sometimes i am hurt, Sometimes I am doing things tat I feel is hard, sometimes i feel ppl misunderstand about me, although many times i have fail, though many times i feel really bad about myself… I think.. i will still stay on. Coz there are lots of reason to stay on . I choose to be quiet ..

Coz there is always hope!

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new hair style

freddy said i change wat hair style also nice lerrrr.r.. except the time i had super long straight hair XD

not like some one keep say i look like auntie -.- (u know who u are.////)

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蜜蜂采蜜

蜜蜂采蜜,纵然玫瑰有许多刺。 但不会受伤。而我们成为万物之灵,却被小小的刺影响?难道不能像蜜蜂般吗?

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spiritual gifting test!

i wanted to do long time ago, nv do before hehe. Daniel ask us to compile the list of spiritual gifting for our own unit n group.. then CHarlotte give me a link to search about spiritual gifting. I saw this online test,

you can try out http://www.churchgrowth.org/cgi-cg/gifts.cgi?intro=1

the result is so surprising.

lets see…

Your dominant gifts are Pastor/Shepherd, Administration

As a gifted shepherd, you have the Spirit-given capacity and desire to serve God by overseeing, training, and caring for the needs of a group of Christians.You have a burden to see others learn and grow and are protective of those under your care. You want to present the whole Word of God and do not like to present the same materials more than once. You are willing to study what is necessary to feed your group and are more relationship oriented than task oriented.

etc etc….

HOW CAN YOU USE YOUR GIFT? This gift is a great help in many areas. You may serve as a Sunday school teacher, small group leader, pastor or assistant pastor, bus captain, special ministry leader (such as youth, children, men, etc.), nursery worker or as a half-way house or other type shelter volunteer. You may consider serving as a dormitory leader in a college, orphanage, children’s home, etc. Scout troops would appreciate your assistance as a den leader.

Pastoral care i think i know it long time ago, i know i always wan to be a shepherd heheheh …

the very very surprising one is administration..  when i read the explanation.. i just realize its compatible.. i nv nv thought i have the gift of administration,.. i tot it is belong to those who are very organize, those accountant, those good in filling up data ppl hahaha..

As an administrator you are a take-charge person who jumps in and starts giving orders when no one is in charge. You will put a plan on paper and start delegating responsibility. You may lean toward organizing things, events or programs, OR toward organizing people, emphasizing personal relationships and leadership responsibilities. In the first case, you usually organize details and have people carry them out. In the second case, you tend to organize people and rely on others to take care of the little things.

Although to others you appear to be organized, you usually aren’t. Be careful that you do not make decisions just based on logic rather than Scripture. Work on your willingness to admit to making a mistake and on being more sensitive to “little” people. Try to be a little more tolerant of other people’s mistakes.

etc etc… lol

Hei, it sound very relavant to me MUAHAHHAHA. often time i doubt that i am a bit different from the rest of the designers, i like proper planing. Don like sudden surprises, cant work much with choleric and spontaneus leaders n don like much last minutes works.

Then i now realize, i fall into this catagery. ADMINISTRATION.. i seems like have a BIG UNDERSTANDING  today lol..

Thank u charlotte that let me found out this link lol..

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miss home o

Emo time ler.. lol

my dad called

” your life there is ok? “

“ya ok”

“still stay in the same house?”

“ya”

“been promoted at work?”

“no o, same old position”

“your car not yet ready, I ‘ve fix your car”

“O, thanks”

“Remember come back, tell me earlier so that i can cook for u”

“okok,”

Just think like I am a bird who work n work outside for one year, thinking changed, lifestyle changed, have abit achivement, n days are busier

wei quan told me that don let money to tie down n not going home. yea, mayb more than that, is it don let ministry to tie you down?

I really wish to go home now. sob sob, I am really crying ok.. haha

coz i am an emo person.

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Kung Fu Panda

I like this show very much not only coz of the humorous and the brilliant skill of animation. This show make me stunned coz of the values that I can really learn from behind. I like cartoon alot coz, they always has certain values that can learn, it make it simple, easy to laugh yet it is meaningful.

I assume most of u already watch this show, so i wont be the spoiler ahahaha

This fat panda (pol), always dream off to be a kung fu master one day> However his dad ( a goose) always wanted him to own his famous noodle restaurant as his destiny.

At the same time, few kung fu master are looking for “dragon warrior” to fight a evil snow leopard warrior Tai Lung. So corincidently this panda so happened to appoint as “dragon warrior” by  tortoise Master Oogway (the highest master of kung fu).

Panda was greatly humilated by his appointed master shifu (red small panda, he was lower authority than the tortoise), and the rest of the kung fu animals, coz they think that Pol was not qualified to be “dragon warrior”.

When Po confesses his deep self-loathing due to his obesity and his belief that he may never be a match for Tai Lung, Shifu is at a loss for a solution.

Shifu discovers the that Po is capable of impressive physical feats when motivated by food. Realizing that he has found the right focus for the panda, Shifu leads Po to the countryside for an intensive training regime in which Po is offered food as a reward for learning his lessons properly. As Shifu hopes, Po excels with such motivation and swiftly becomes a skilled combatant.

I take myself as a view from the Shifu. Sometime we always think that certain people are useless and not worthy to be with us. We always think that the person is a looser, is bad or even no hope coz of their certain weaknesses. We suppose to help to train or grow the person but we end up rejecting them, humilating them.

Of course in this situation, the person will remain looser.

Until we change perspective to see their good side. Accept their uniqueness and teach them in another way to suit their character and behavior just like shifu said ” I can’t train you like how i train my other students before” then he use food as a motivation to train the panda in kung fu XD. SO CUUUTTEEEE… and shifu tells Pol that you have something that is no one has, he defintely can become the dragon warrior. Yes indeed. but you got to watch yourself la. won tell liao.

this let me think for quite a long moment..

which is..

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financial planning.

finish busy with Jgen project, wats’ next? ITs the time to do some not urgent but important stuff (this is the most important thing that suppose to do).. DO my budgeting!! Doesn’t mean that I have more than 3k salary; donno how to spend money thats why use financial planing to help me spend money XD. I use coz I have just sufficient salary for everymonth XD. So. few months liao once get salary i sure do planning kau to reduce my stress. yesterday i was searching online (advice from my colleague) about budgeting template. I saw this !!!

look so complicated!! but it seems like quite nice ah.. paiseh with my own simply do planning before hand lol.. ok going to use this!!

then search search search, OW no! wedding budgeting!! okok whoever want to get married, get the template from me XD

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