Yesterday in my heart was getting through some thinking.
I felt like now I’m at the beginning of my early year Christian life. Can’t do anything but just look for help that really above me. I also going through some situation that similar early year of Christian life. That time, I choose to keep quiet & persevere. Though people don’t like me.. I choose to be quiet after sometimes of chaos haha.. Eventually the problem solve with God’s help & timing.
I stay on because i remember..
thanks for my cg people who been so good and encourage to me. I know accidentally u guys saw my lowest point in my life, which tears are on my face, You still support n respect me as your leader.. I remember when I went to police station for a shocking n tiring day, you guys cheer me up & accompany me. Even though i had not shown much emotion on my face. But indeed… I was deeply touch in my heart.
I remember once I was really busy and tried to find time to discuss Jnight with you guys on sunday. You guys drove 2 cars down to bring me to dinner n back to cyber.
I stay on because i remember..
i have wonderful colleagues, I indeed really thank God for bunch of gals who are so dear to me in company. This is indeed extra blessing to me that not every company can had. I was once really lonely in my previous company ; facing lots of criticism, pressure, last minute works, low payment, tiredness. Until the point i hardly could bare. But when i come here, after few months, i was healed from past hurts. Even though here sometimes face pressure and unseen issues… I am really thankful for the genuine friendship that i had just like what i could enjoy during college time.
Daniel once ask me, ” do you expect you social life in campus will b the same in company?”
ow, i do not expect. But I am thankfully except the blessing rite now.
we 4 people, laugh the loudest voice during lunch time.. haha.
I stay on because i remember..
of my last year birthday month, I ate 9 cakes. Not all cakes are for my birthday. But i am happy hahahaha.. this is really a blessing
also all the presents, especially cake that given by charlotte & siew lin. i remember the most …
. Thanks for remember my b’day
n etc etc…
Though sometimes i am hurt, Sometimes I am doing things tat I feel is hard, sometimes i feel ppl misunderstand about me, although many times i have fail, though many times i feel really bad about myself… I think.. i will still stay on. Coz there are lots of reason to stay on . I choose to be quiet ..
Coz there is always hope!