everyday with Joleen

Goodness i miss my brother hahahahah so it is one month nv go back to see him d.. btw we seldom talk much unless during special ocasion like CNY.. hahahah poor me.. now treat chia hong n freddy like my small brother .. X.X

my brother has different personality from me,, he is deep thinker. He can be silent , he also can be very noisy, he don’t like quarelling jus like my mom, N he is leng chai!! (lol, must support him la coz he is my bro n coz he really know how to dress up himself.. n many gals fall for him.. so proud hahahha )

so this is him

hahaha well he is been punished to be our model after loosing in a game (im the game master). This is wat i like about him coz he is supportive to participate.. lol.. (in our apartment)

Oppsss .. this is a nicer angle

we are going to visit a museum, basically there have some history & legend about cameron highland, also some old collection and they display about old time house interior.. we took alot photo there..

my brother is the one wearing cap,left one is my cousin Andrew . the uncle ( they are at the cashier counter)
i actually has alot of guys cousins…. haha and im the eldest among them.. during CNY berturut turut 2 years.. im the one who lead game.. n asked to take care of them..

then this year.. the uncle said bring the kids (im also kid haha) to visit cameron museum.. we was like so bored of the decision (we been to cameron trip for at least 4 times!)

how ever we jus go lo since nothing to do.. the place nothing much to see..very small place.. but hor.. its good.. coz its allow to take photo.. so we spend like one hour plus jus to take photo there.. well my cousins amount can form cg.. but this year got 2 familis din join.. so lack of 4 cousins.. hahaha

haha this is siblings.. left one is andrew, right one is the cutest cousin Eugene.. he got baby face.. he actually is standard 5 d.. but look lik standard 2 lol.. eugene actually siting on the patient chair n his brother act like dentist (but look like tumbuk him more .. haha)

old time saloon, my brother is using old time dryer.. ahha

the gal is AH May, become teacher wan to beat small eugene, then the right one is andrew haha.. they are in classroom..

they are in the kitchen

me n Ah May in kitchen.

hehe my uncle (tunku abdul rahman) Merdeka Merdake!!.. cant imagine he so supportive lol

all of us together… keke.. like that lo..

they are worshipping eugene hahahahhaha

I will never forget this day…

this is a special day where 4 years happen once.. but also a BIG shock day for me..

I am really really really really really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really  really really really really

down and confuse beyond my description. I not ask for understanding, i don ask for attention and special care from people. I just want to be healed by God. Bad things happen on me, I din tell anyone straight. I din complain to anyone straight, i ask God how?

I don feel like telling my house mate coz i do not know how to tell, and frankly knowing i will it will not help. But i thank God and really touch by my cg members and jason who teman me all the difficult times.. also John who keep remember me and comfort me..

i know i act cool and seems like don wan to talk to many ppl, i might just ignore to talk to people.. coz I need to be cool down. and need sometimes to recover back..

I know God will be the judge for me. I do not angry at the bad guys, but i am afraid of them. I am hurt.

Im sure God will heal me someday, anyhow i am just human who Face spiritual warfare.